Look, I woke up without a heartbeat But I remember we was just in the car deep Was at a light and got approached by a car thief He pulled out but didn't ask for no car keys A loud noise without a voice but I'm tryna scream out shit is not fair I can't tell you where I'm at or how I got here Surrounded by all white maybe it's just cloudy Escorted by two men who knew everything about me Both of them so strong kept saying hold on Feel like my souls gone naked no clothes on I know this can't be my fate I scream WAIT! As they drop me infront of a gate They left no trace I can see my every breath like a cold day Stood before a man with no face He said to me 'Please don't make this any harder' 'Who the fuck is you?' 'My child I'm your father' 'I only got one dad!' 'Is that a fact to you? He left you when you was young I brought him back to you Youre real close to heaven, few get to step in Now tell me what you've done to deserve to be let in?' 'Look I'm far from a Christian, not big on religion But ain't done too much wrong my entire time living Never killed never tried too tho I been lied to Was once suicidal never read the Bible I always been a care taker tried to nurse people At times it back fired hurt people hurt people Plus I never use your name in vain But you should know everything I'm being asked to explain' 'I know you stole from your mothers purse' 'You can't count that, that was way back when!' 'It's still a sin' 'But I was ten!' 'You robbed people, stole' 'Yeah and YOU made me see jail!' 'But I also seen you lay your hands on a female Sold drugs to parents none of that was needed Abandoned your child, on every girl you cheated Done wrong to people that only want the best for you Any time you thought you were alone I was next to you' 'When it came to baby moms GOD you gave me the worse one!' 'But that was your second child Joe, you shouldn't killed the first one' 'I ain't have a job ain't have a pot to piss in' 'Look I gave you a gift and you made the wrong decision Held onto resentments even in doing business I lead by example, I teach forgiveness your entry can not be Gur-an-teed Not when you live with anger, envy, greed Pride, sloth, lust even gluttony Everything you shouldn't if you woulda joined my covenant' 'Look I'm only human I ain't perfect' 'That I understand.

Letter to eminem joe budden pyrics